How & where can I find the right guy for me?

p>So, lemme tell you a little about myself first!
Well, in my future I plan on going to college for phyciatry & get a degree. Then, after college I’m looking forward to getting into the modeling business, and THEN work on phyciatry. I’m self conscious, very sensitive, & very emotional. I’ve had phyciatrists in the past and I’m on anti depreppresants (zoloft). I am a very loving, caring and compassionate individual. I’ve always been known for being the one in the family to think of others before myself & try to help others. I struggle with A.D.D. and auditary processing disorder and they play a big role in my life…too big of a role to be exact! It’s very difficult to live with and I’ve gone through some very rough times in my life, coping with these disorders.
Well, personally, I’m looking for a guy who will show me respect. (more coming in additonal details! hold on guys!)
I’m looking for a guy who will understand my ways. I need a guy to help me realize that I can get through with my depression no matter what! I want a guy who’ll appreciate the compassionate girl I am. I want a guy who’ll truely see that in me. Lastly, I need a guy who will raise my spirts & help me when I’m down about my disorders. I need a guy who’ll understand what I’m going through and won’t make me feel like "a whiney little baby" when I’m upset over it!
By the way my name is Missy, I’m 15 & live in Jersey!